by Motavenda Melchizedek
Words I had to add to my computer's dictionary...
aloneness
overcloak
soulmate
channelers
sensitives
overcloaking
annihilatingly
mediumship
funnest
hatefilled
assaultive
meth
wieldings
flittering
unlovability
rageful
sociopathic
karmically
protectress
innerchild
bellydance
meth
unevolved
fuck
fucking
shit
stuckness
powerlessness
ethers
unfoldment
metaphysical
unparalyze
rolly polly
naivete
unbuilt
multicultural
frontlines
reauthorizing
intentionality
disempower
disempowered
disempowering
unhealed
caretake
unaddressed
...
Ironically, this below was a postscript to a letter my mother sent to me decades ago in response to my confronting the abuse within our family system:
One more thing. If you choose to acknowlege this letter, I would appreciate it if you would not use jargon such as: "boundaries”, “perpetrator”, “victim”, “speaking out”, “child in me”, “disempowerment”, “invalidated”.
Please - just use plain English. I feel like I am talking to someone who has been brain washed. I don’t want to talk to someone who has been brain washed. I want my daughter back.